A rugged mountain town seemed like the perfect escape from a life in shambles. But on day one I ran full tilt into the world's hottest single dad and now all my plans are ruined.

As a chart-topping country singer with a recent streak of bad press it's hard to find any peace. But I found it in Rose Hill. With a little boy and a little girl who steal my heart just as thoroughly as their dad.

Weston Belmont.

The man is a shameless flirt. He oozes confidence and masculinity in a way that's downright distracting. And in bed? It's addictive.

Everything with him is wild and impulsive and I'm desperate to regain some control.

But no one has supported me like West does. And no one has ever made me feel as loved as he does either.

So, while my brain says settling down with a small-town horse trainer is impossible… my heart says I'm right where I belong.

Still, my life as a celebrity haunts me. It has the power to pull us apart.

I can see in his eyes that wants me to stay. And I want that too.

But I know better than anyone that we don't always get what we want.